Wow 7 Tuesdays without the one and only @joeyjojoeee. It feels so long and it also feels like seconds ago that I kissed you goodbye. This first photo I pasted together years ago from a trip we took to Mexico City to make it look like we were sitting together. This is how I feel now all of the time, you’re gone but not really gone. You’re there but I cant touch you or have you like I want to. You exist but not on the exact same bench as me anymore. I Woke up this morning around 5 as I often do now, (maybe cuz that’s when you woke up this time of year??) and just lay in bed thinking about you till around 7 and then try to sleep a little more. I’m afraid to dream of you because I don’t want to be disappointed that it wasn’t real when I wake up, but today I woke up with a sweaty panicked thought of wanting to try and astral project in case I could meet you somewhere out there for at least flash or maybe some real time. However I know that you can’t be too eager, too intense, too awake or too asleep to get to that in between place and I’m all of those things all the time now. Im so lucky to have my little fluff ball Spanky-Joe with me. He’s nothing like you other than he’s cute as a button, sweet as heck, snuggly and fuzzy and everyone loves him. Ok so you’re more alike than I realized. Anyway, I always sleep with this button down pastel shirt of yours cuz it’s the last thing I saw you in and it smells like you and Spanky always finds a way have a paw on it or full on steal it from me and snuggle down inside of it. Nothing makes me happier than when I see him connecting with your shirt. Hope to see you on the astral plane soon JoeJoe. Love, your personal Troll