gonna be processing this tour and these last two shows for a long time to come. when we started this project, i was 22 and felt i had something to prove. i thought if we reached a certain level of success i would feel better about myself. now i’m thinking this is one of those stories where the treasure has been there all along (duh), and the journey was learning how to see it and receive it. slowly, slowly, over time, with the help of true friends, i have begun to learn not to deny myself love, not to save it for a later time when i am more deserving. i accept what i’m feeling and ask for help when i need it. i don’t require myself to be anything more than a small part of something bigger - something that continues to baffle me but for which i am so grateful. at this point, muna goes so far beyond the three of us. it is the energy that fills these rooms when we sing together. it is the giggles the crew gets backstage when we’re exhausted from travel and somebody has tummy problems. it is every member of our team who has fiercely believed in us and found a way for us to keep going even when we weren’t making any money or selling out shows. it is the couple kissing ostentatiously to ikap, the twink crying to kind of girl. it is someone deciding to try again at leaving an abusive relationship, even if it’s just the one they have with themselves. it’s mothafuckin stayaway ft. jojo. there are more people to thank here than i can name, so i just have to say: thank you, thank you, thank you. i love you, and truly, we couldn’t be doing this without you.