this is me, fighting for the last 5 years with a diagnose called autoimmune pancreatitis (type two IGG4) also got Chronic fatigue syndrome (ME) It’s been so tough and I’ve been so angry with the world. I have been sitting multiple times with my family and told them that I want to give up. There was a time where I didn’t want to live anymore and that was not easy for my family to handle. But we got through it together. It is brutal and I don’t think any human being deserve to go through this. It’s been hundreds of medications, treatments, sleepless day and nights because of pains, hospitals visits, I have been sent back and forth in 6 different hospitals, but now I’m finally happy at my treatment center. I love every single person her and they have become my second family. BUT this is also me, sitting in Paris with a lot of happiness and love. Eating ice cream that my lactose intolerant allergy hated me for after :)) I have people in my life that loves me, and I am grateful to live. Even though I’m sick, I am beyond grateful for the life I have. I need to be positive and also see how lucky I am. This is me, stronger, older, wiser and I can do 5 more years I think. I’m stronger that I think, and it’s sad that I realized that when I got sick. The younger me should know that as well. Good and bad days will come, that’s for sure. But I’m stronger now. To all fighters out there, you rock! And you are not alone 🤍