my heart shatters as i write this. this morning i held my best friends hand as she took her last breath. my grammy took her final flight west to be with my p-paw in heaven. my grammy was everything to me. she was such a remarkable woman who filled our lives with so much love and warmth. i am so grateful for the time i was able to have with her. everyday with her was such a blessing. she never missed a holiday and sent a card for literally anything. i will forever cherish the memories we created together. her kindness touched everyone who knew her. she never failed to make me feel like the queen of the world. the love she had for me was nothing other than unconditional. she was the definition of a good person. her laughter and love filled our home since she moved in with us in december. it brought me so much happiness when she moved in because now she wasn’t 12 hours away in chicago. this meant i could spend as much time as i wanted to with her. she would always spoil me bc i was “her little girl.” she would always sneak me money and would whisper to me to not tell my mom because it was our little secret. our nail dates were just one of the many joys we shared. this woman LOVED having her nails done so it was always such a joy to go with her. she was always down to do anything with me. even if she didn’t really like it she still would come because she wanted to be around me. we were each others best friend. over the past few months nurses would come in and out of the house and she would always tell them how i was her baby girl. it just doesn’t feel real that she is gone. but it brings me so much peace that she is now pain free. the suffering is over. she is with her husband in heaven. i will miss her so much. and i will continue to love her everyday and i will make sure her legacy lives on forever. she meant the absolute world to me and it breaks my heart that’s she won’t be here to help guide me through this crazy thing called life. i know this isn’t goodbye just a see you later. and i can’t wait til the day i see her again. i am so beyond blessed to have been able to call her my grandmother. i love you always and forever grammy🤍🤍