My Love Adrian Morales, I'm sobbing and shaking as I type this right now because I don't want to admit that it's true—that you've passed away forever. These past days have been the worst of my life. I don't know how to live a life without you. The mornings and nights are the worst. Waking up not seeing a good morning text, going to sleep not hearing “goodnight I love you more” one last time. Never would I have thought that Sunday night you dropped me off was the last time I would’ve seen you. I would have hugged you tighter I would have held you longer God knows what I would've done if I knew. I can't even put into words the pain I feel right now. I would cry wrapped up in your arms as you comforted me, we would laugh till our stomach hurt, we’d talk for hours about our dreams and feelings. I feel this unbearable pain knowing I had to let you go. Our love story was the greatest of them all I wasn’t ready for it to end. I know our happiest moments were with each other. I'm grateful for those 1,293 days I got to call myself your girlfriend. You never let me open a door in your presence, you always put me on the inside of sidewalks, you spun me around at random times and told me how beautiful I was. Everyone knew by the way you looked at me how in love you were. We both were. We knew we found our person within each other. I saved every flower you gave me even all the way back to freshman year to hopefully use at our wedding one day, I saved every note you gave me to show our kids, I cherished every photo we took for our anniversaries. I never would’ve known true love without you. You filled my heart up with so much happiness. All those nights blasting music with the windows down singing together, dancing at night together, letting our inner child out with each other, that smile you gave me. My heart feels empty now that you’ve left, but I’ll forever hold onto the most beautiful moments of my life that were with you. You never got to live out your big dreams but I’m going to do it for both of us. I guess I finally won the “I love you more” fight, I’ve never wanted anything more than to let you win. Rest easy up there my sweet angel I love you more forever 🤍🕊️