tessguinery
Oct 14
588
0.7%
I wrote this piece almost a year and a half ago when we landed in a place we now call home.
After 3 weeks in the city with some unexpected spins and turns and some really tough moments in the mix— (And importantly I witnessed a ridiculous miracle in a moment of absolute fear, I’m still gathering my thoughts 1 week later) it’s brought cause to some reflections. This week I have revisited some pieces past written and I’m learning that some carry a personal timelessness that gain more and more meaning the longer they have been in ink. Looking forward to getting home basically and grateful for where we have landed. 🏡
———
I find myself writing
from a small sense of place,
it’s lasting a little while, here
and if you know,
you’ll know it comes,
and goes often too quickly
so while the electricity
is floating above
in both colour and sound
and my feet
feeling the ground in a way
they often feel heights
you’ll find me here,
in this sense of place
listening to sounds...
...I don’t feel it to be a painting
or poem
although it could be
but I’ll call it communion
while I’m still looking or not looking
for the word.
I’m learning I must see water,
and what holds its masses is less of the matter—
and so my hair it floats here
softly in its rivers
and the absence of salt is made up for
in the way words are exchanged with people.
It’s a different kind of breathing here
and I must admit,
I’m teaching my lungs their natural resonance
but not on my own
the trees are kind
and mountains too
bringing their ease to the cause
and I’m thankful
so darn thankful
for the things that are right on time
in all kinds of time.
And the more I am here
being alive
laughing
touching
moving
eating
stretching
floating
the more I believe that I am seen
and known
in a deeply personal way
by something greater then existences...
...and I could call it all happenstance
but wouldn’t that just be “calling it a day”?
to know spirit
is to live by it
and to live by it,
I think,
is to be truly awake
eyes open
heart pulsing
alive,
here.
tessguinery
Oct 14
588
0.7%
Cost:
Manual Stats:
Include in groups:
Products:
