#duet with @sadierex This is honestly something I have noticed in general. People who are attractive in my mind talking about "Oh, because I'm fat nobody wants me." I don't pretend to have all the answers and obviously my one experience can be the exception, not the rule... I just wonder if reality for us fat people as a whole is more somewhere in between? I am a size 24, apple shape. I have been fat my entire life, picked on for it since I can remember. My first boyfriend was an internet boyfriend when I was 18, no high school sweetheart for me. My family wanted to encourage me to lose weight so much they made me think I was unlovable, but I have realized they were wrong. I am a neurodivergent, anxious introvert and still have people desiring me. But I also know in order to protect myself I gave off this tough, stand-offish vibe for a long while and as a neurodivergent person I still struggle to pick up on hints unless it's straightforward or painfully cheesy pickup lines. This is not directed at any specific person, I have actually wanted to post on this topic for awhile as I frequently see plus size people lamenting the fact nobody wants us on my fyp when I know so many who prefer plus size people or at least weight is not the deciding factor in who they date. Honestly, I still mean to make more thought out videos about it... but I just want to reaffirm that as a fatty I am not one of those tits and ass and a tiny waist, skinny face big girls. My weight goes to all the "wrong places."