Well this 2022 TikTok blew up and all the loving comments made me cry 🥹 thank you to those who genuinely supports me and wants to see me happy because that’s all I try to do for others and why I create. Hearing how I can put a smile on someone’s face and motivate them reminds me why I do this shit to begin with. Through cosplaying, connecting, creating Ive learned so much about myself and others. life itself isn’t always rainbows. There are always storms and I’ve always been open to talking about my experiences so people understand that no one is perfect and that we should prioritize mental health at all times as well as be able to talk about it to those we can lean on. everyone behind a screen has a story and closed chapters they don’t talk about. I’ve been getting into the habit of just stepping away from my phone and when I’m not posting, or communicating back with others.. is the time I try to cater to my physical and mental health for my own sanity since Ive been coping with depression for a long time and more.. so putting more love to my stressful and dark days has only drastically gotten better with the support of my family and friends, and doing better habits like journaling, eating more, and staying organized. I’ve been working since I was 15, homeless at 16, left my town & moved out at 18 and went to college on a full ride, started paying rent at 20 and realized deciding to take risks and challenge myself to do the impossible has opened new doors for me that I wouldn’t ever regret even if it caused me a bit of bumpy road. Always believe in yourself and dream big. Even if you may not have the best discipline, work at it and keep your faith. Number one thing I learned was to never be scared to ask for help even if you’re use to doing shit yourself. I look forward to making my 2022 recap soon for YouTube before the year ends because there was a lot that happened this year & accomplished that I need to express my gratitude to my family, friends, & the universe in a video. The most toughest yet rewarding, healing and self reflecting journey I’ve experienced. Make sure to sub to my YouTube channel to catch the upload before the new year.