45 today and cant believe I made it too my first goal of today. My first post in 6 weeks and this is the new me. Very hard to post this but I know when I do I’ll accept my new body better. This past 6 weeks have extremely difficult after spending so much time in ICU , receiving blood and fighting infections and horrendous pain and accepting that I am a person with a stoma bag. But it has given me back my life and hopefully it continues to do so. Roll on 45 and the next chapter of my life. Wearing @lisas_lust_list jumper . #stomalife #thisisme thank you for all the love and wishes I received over the past couple of months . I could not have got to today without you all. @mandycatwalk @denise_bethphillips @ayumakeupireland @linda.blanchfield