4 months of my best friend 🌸💩💚〰️ and 4 years today since my mom & ziggy’s “gammy” passed away. I could say so much. the last four months I’ve felt alone but never alone, I’ve felt frustrated but the happiest I’ve ever been. I’ve felt like I couldn’t do it, but also so proud that I AM doing it and my girl smiles more than she cries. I love that she feels safe in my arms and needs me because I need her too. In respect to my own mother, having a child at 36 is much different than at 23 and I wish I could go back and realize earlier how hard it must have been for her at times and meet her with much more gratitude & understanding. I also wish she could meet ziggy, while I truly believe she pulled some strings from above for ziggy to be here now and for us to be protected anyways. I’m eternally grateful for my daughter and my little silent best friend. We read each other’s minds and communicate through laughs and facial expressions and she’s so chill. Can’t wait to give her food in 2 months so we can start chowing down together. 🥰🥰🥰