Baby Loah will come any day now. At times, I don’t have much thought of how the delivery process will go since I really have no control over anything. I’ll leave that in God’s hands. We have less than 24 hours before we step into the hospital for the induction. Our birthing plan is just going with the flow and making sure she arrives safely. All throughout my pregnancy, my body was no doubt in training mode for no sleep. I won’t miss the Insomnia, sleeping on my side , the swelling; those damn charley horse, and carpal tunnel on both hands, and nerve pains. During sleepless nights, I would have endless thoughts, worries, and fears about breastfeeding (more than the actual delivery), the baby’s health, and wonder if she will look like a grumpy old man as she does in all her ultrasounds. I’ll love her no matter. But even after all the struggles, I’ll miss pregnancy and being together 24/7. ⠀ I feel a bit shameful to say that I cried out of nowhere while Elliot and I were eating & watching our favorite show. I expressed to Elliot that this will be the last time it will be just the two of us, and I was going to miss it so much. Knowing that this tiny human being will change our lives forever. Elliot replied by saying, when she’s here, we are going to wonder how we ever lived a life without her. ⠀ I’m sure we will figure it out as we go. I’m sure I’ll want to run away to target to have some alone time lol or cry in the car and wonder if I’m doing the mom thing right. I do know she and I will be besties, and no doubt her art projects and bday parties will be the best haha. And it’s been quite nice to actually design products to use for her arrival and her milestones. Excited to share these on our Etsy shop for all the amazing mamas and mamas-to-be. I don’t know if I have what it takes to join the mommy club. But I do know that I have the most amazing and ridiculous support system, my friends & family , my workplace and all the moms I’ve met throughout my career. At this point , I’ll take all prayers, parenting and postpartum advice cause we will definitely need it 😩😭😂. Thank you to those who have been checking in, and for all the love and support. We love you!