i don’t wanna be followed around and torn up... but i don’t wanna feel nothing without you around have you ever felt like you’re hanging on to pain just because it keeps you feeling connected to the person causing it? we all want to feel connected right.... even if it’s feeling connected to the very same loop or situation you actually need to break free from? sometimes we grow addicted to inner chaos. because it somehow, unsettlingly, makes us feel alive. we are drawn to the flame for it’s feelings of vitality. we don’t want to feel.... well, numb.