This was me few Wednesdays ago, (no filter or makeup 🙈other than mascara) When I was back chatting with my hospital in Dublin, lots new steps being put in place to support me and keep my energy up, and to sort pain, which has given me a boost I know I need... and makes me feel a little less on my own here in Ireland 🇮🇪 just because I feel chemo isn’t for me, am grateful there are still other things I can be supported with. hehe need to get the hair nails booked in now too, and other things to feel fabulous. Brows have been ticked off list since. My house has been buzzing with family and friends and I feel so loved, still some friends and family to speak with about all that’s happening... I am still very much here I have been working on me and the best way to release something that has been truly physically and psychologically damaging and had me holding onto pain and trauma, in my life. I know the lack of infusions and all the amazing in the centres across the ponds since April was going to cause damage too... I had no support for my body to deal with the stress and pain I had to face and nothing to support my immune system devastating they aren’t just a simple option here on, our little island 🏝 ... when things feel little more settled I’ll explain all 🤍🤍🤍 5th of September will 22 months since being told 6-8 months, how blessed and grateful I am to of found the journey I have 🤍 I had a picc line put in yesterday, typical all my deep veins are gone and destroyed from over the past few years, but a short one was put in and not the typical one in your heart 💜 Eek the girls all sorted and dropped back to school this week, Proud moma 🤍 2nd year and 3rd class here we go 🙌🙌🙌 Massive thank you so all your messages, checking in, sending love 💗 and saying that you are praying for me 🤍🤍🤍 forever grateful and they make me smile 😊 Lots of love ❤️