Protagonist @brebelin ______________________________________________________ To be honest right now I have little motivation to write and the inability to go out and do what I love to do most and it pains me to no end. Having to cancel the the thing I love to do most paired with me having to stay so still against my will is a wound I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Sunday I waa involved in a car accident with the back of my vehicle smashed as I was stopped at a traffic light. I thank God that I was only struck by another sedan because at the speed in which I was hit I fear what else of my body may be damaged and how much more permanent the effects wouls have been if it were any larger than that. My seat belt played a huge role in keep me safe and I have no idea why people feel as if its not necessary to wear and how crazy it is not to do so with eagerness. And something Im so grateful about is that I alone and not my children nor partner or any any other family members were inside the car with me as they may not have been so lucky in the process of it all. I dont have a particular point but really just want to talk about the pain and how the thoughts in my mind have raced around hoping and praying that the further examinations on me dont result in them saying that I have something permanent that will stop my ability to create down the road and how sick that has made me feel or that I wont be able to run around with my kids the same way. I guess I do have somewhat of something I want to say and thats to pay attention because you at any moment could alter a life of anyone if you are not and its the most anti climactic feeling that something so avoidable could be a reason for potentially having long term pain in my body now due to someones negligence. I didnt deserve this nor does anyone else. Please be safe out there #ethereal #blackisbeautiful #mythos #wildflowers #cottagecore #fields #faerie #fineartphoto