🎥 Antonio “I fell into a DEPRESSION, was crying my eyes out & thought about RETIRING.” Very Deep & Honest Chat ❤️ Our latest #UnderTheSurface Podcast is OUT NOW! This week @marvinsordell & I sat down with the brilliant @michailantonio who bravely opened up about his battles with mental health as well as his career highs and lows. This was a Fascinating insight into what goes on in football behind closed doors. Huge shout out to @originalpenguineu @calmzone @meldrum_dent . I hope you’re all all enjoying this series and I also hope it is helping people deal with whatever it is you may be going through. Sending big love to you all ❤️ #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #antonio #westham #football #premierleague #challenge #career #podcast #media #calm #penguin