At one point I thought there was no light at the end of the journey. I accepted I was going to be this way the rest of my life. A typical night for me would be order $80 worth of thai food, eat a plate, purge, eat a plate, purge, whatever was left over I would keep down. Horrible foods. That’s why even though I purged I was still very overweight. I tried everything I could to overcome it. A month into new better decisions I didnt see any progress. So the story unfolded. This last year has changed faster than I could keep up with, it was still a struggle because when your life moves fast and it was one way for so long you are faced with new challenges, all you can do is adjust the best you can. I am still learning. Surgery was a tool, not a sollution. Its my job to take my 2nd chance at life and run with it. Please dont give up #weightloss #weightlossprogress #weightlosstips #weightlossgoals #gastricbypass #vsgrecovery #looping #EndlessJourney #selflove #selflovejourney