So I crashed my drone (again), lost my beloved car to catastrophic engine failure, and regrettably agreed that it's best we close @OnthelowBK for the foreseeable future. (We’re seeking a new venue, send realtor help!) That's all bad news if you ask me, but surprisingly I’m somehow at peace. Oddly enough, while I was pushing all 3,824lbs of Jenny after she shut down on me in the middle of traffic, I started laughing. Not even maniacally, or in a deranged manner, I was just deadass amused. I didn't understand how I wasn't fuming mad, considering I had a gig to get to, but I wasn't. Annoyed AF yes, but not mad. I don't know where this Zen attitude came from, cause if you know me I have a history of being stressed out, but after giving it a few weeks of thought, I think I’ve finally pinned it down. All of the challenges I’m currently dealing with, are first-world problems. Bothersome sure, but in the grand scheme of things, not a big deal. I’m in good health, (although my doctor told me to ease up on the drinking 😂), I have a plan, a proof of concept, I’m reasonably talented, and I have a supportive village of family and friends. The things that matter are good. I’ll get another drone eventually, my next car will be the start of my dream fleet, and when we reopen @Onthelowbk, it'll be better than ever. There’s been a lot of challenges and setbacks since I started this whole freelancer/entrepreneur journey, but all things considered, I feel legitimately grateful to be in the position I’m in. Life is really ass sometimes and it's easy to get caught up in it, but it's all a part of the story. Like I said, sh!t ain't perfect, but F*ck it, we ball. #lifeishardhavemorefun