@niqlite2 I can't believe we are here at this point. I thought my heart couldn't be crushed anymore then it was already, but Sunday Dec 11th 2022 you proved me wrong.😢 I'm so lost for words right now. I've started writing and deleted this about 10 times to try to find the right thing to say, but still haven't figured it out, however I'm using your advise and speaking what's on my heart. You have been holding me down since 12 years old, when I had the Afro and Hawaiian shirt, and I used to yell your favorite line that you would get a kick out of. "If You would Jussssst listen" in my high pitched voice. OMG that use to have you on the floor Crying 😂 The reason why I don't take anyone shit today is because of you. You always pushed me to speak up and have a voice. You were only one year older then me, but you was so smart, mature and witty. Not only were you a smart, A student, you had street smarts on lock. I must say I definitely learned a lot of my street smarts from you. Shit im thinking about us as teens. We had some crazy stories, remember that one time we went to Clinton high school party and they starting shooting and me you and Tall Mel booked it up the side of the high 😂😂 I remember after you asked me WTF did I learn to move so quick 😂😂 We've been through so many chapters of life together, but one of my favorite is when you had Niquan, the amount of Joy this brought to U was amazing and I thank you for allowing me to share this joy with you. remember our convo about Melissa & Justin. That was a very dark time for me and here you come busting threw with the light and gave me hope again and a chance to do the right thing... thank you, thank you and thank you! I'm going to miss your random check ins just to make sure I was in a good mental. I'm going to miss how our 5min calls turned into a hour call... Man you did not deserve this, quan and London don't deserve this... just know like I've told you plenty of times before and Keep saying it. I will always make sure our boy/young man @quan_dula is good and London My sister, My Friend, My heart & Spades Partner until we meet again ❤️❤️❤️ Love Hoody! 😢