39ish weeks and feeling that funny push / pull of wanting to meet this little one while also wanting to enjoy the moment of calm before the storm. So many things about pregnancy this time around have felt easier and I’m so grateful for that. These days I’ve been quiet as I’ve tried to practice a bit more presence and gratitude. I keep thinking about how lucky I am that I get to enjoy these moments when I’m very aware that so, so many people who are equally deserving do not.