It’s been a while that I don’t feel really pretty. Sometimes not even like “feminine enough” or whatever. To be honest struggling with gender dysphoria is really hard. However, for a while now I have been feeling some other adjectives that do cause me peace. I have been feeling challenged, smart, creative, endorsed, STRONG, not like in personality, but physically, more flexible, some what athletic, hopeful, and last but not least; happy. I used to put all my confidence based on my looks, which are still important to me, but now I’m building a better base for my confidence and my happiness. Of course I want to feel pretty again, but as for now, I know that whatever is happening inside of me is crazy beautiful, and that is also part of me. And that makes me beautiful. #ThinkingOutLoud