“Truth in Transparency” - Reflecting on this month, I felt the importance of living honestly and the power of being ‘real’ with people. It’s been key towards seeing the many shifts happening with all whom I share my existence with. Honesty in limitations, shortcomings, ambitions and most importantly, intentions. I’ve had a lot of heart to hearts with people this month where either me or them would be going through changes that have led to difficult decisions having to be made. But it’s all started with being honest with ourselves and whether we’re happy with the person we are when we look in the mirror and if we’re happy with the people and environments we surround ourselves in. After all has been said and done. I’m proud of each and every one of you for not allowing comfort and familiarity to be what stops you from reaching a version of you someday that is wiser and potentially happier. - I say that for myself especially where I discovered a lot about me and what I needed for healing. Where my own being and coming to terms with how I really feel has to take priority if ever I wanted to be with someone again and do right by them. For I can’t love someone without finding love in myself first and foremost. So this past month, I made sure I was accountable for the way I carried myself. Figuring out what’s been in my head and in my heart even when what I say isn’t what people hope to hear. But I know above all else, they need the reality and we move accordingly from there. I’ve figured things out and i’m blessed to say I have genuine people around me that will keep me in check and support me in my life decisions. - Changes have brought forth incredible blessings as well. A group of friends that have welcomed me with open arms like they’re my own Kapamilya. Creative changes that led to record breaking statistics at work. Going to gigs or exploring London on my own and loving every moment I experience on my ones. I feel I find out more about myself with every entry I make and it’s been humbling to hear what I write resonates with a lot of people. I’m thankful for your time. - To July, I know you’ll be special. I’m ready for what you have in store. #chapter24