Whenever someone says, “Aren’t you so excited!!??”, I always respond with “I’m TERRIFIED.” And that’s the honest truth. I typically don’t mince words about my feelings and I try to be 100% real about where I’m at. Ever since I found out I got this job I’ve been in the studio....training...working.....failing....and doing it all over again the next day. I’ve been dancing while I’m waiting for the train.....in between sets at the gym...in my sons nursery while he plays....anywhere to try and get a better grip on this beast of a job! It took me a lot to decide to post these because....IM A MESS😂😂. There are so many finished products on this app though. Polished, refined, and gorgeous ending points. But this is a glimpse into the work. The starting line. No one just arrives at a moment. It’s not easy and I am continuously humbled by this process but I think it’s important to share. I’m sure I’ll look back on these videos and be so proud of how far I’ve come, but for now...the work. I haven’t even started rehearsals yet, and I know there will be even more hurdles but I’m trying to stay tuned in to that still, small voice.....Keep Going. Im failing forward. Feeling the fear and doing it anyway. I’m going to continue to give it all I got.....and that’s all I got. #RookieRocketteDiaries P.S. Shoutout to the Rookies who took me under their wings and have been helping me along.....also SPECIAL shout out to @exactitudedance @tracirez WHO IS A LITERAL ANGEL on this earth! I don’t know what I’d do without her! She’ll get her own post at the end of the season! . . . . .#dance #love #blackdancers #vulnerability #vulnerabilityisstrength #feelthefearanddoitanyway #failingforward #blackgirlmagic #doitscared #surrender #blackmoms #blackartist