this is my formal apology for my loudness @basecampclimbing_qw 💛. today was a nice session again focusing on moving and celebrating my body. CW: mental illness, medication— its been tough accidentally being off my meds for a month (adhd + mental illness =woopsie !). in that time ive been feeling disconnected from my body and going back to old harmful habits and thought spirals. ive been on them again just shy of 2 weeks (SSRI’s take two weeks for effect) and its been a slow process feeling back to normal. even climbing hurt me more because i couldnt feel happy doing it, i would just start hating it. today felt like a milestone; a small but important one. while giving Our Board and Saviour (second video, thank you @ethnfrnk for this master piece of jank, i miss you dearly) my best try, im reminded of how much i can really push myself past my tolerance of discomfort. i dont think ive yelled this loud climbing in such a long time. it felt like an exorcism, an expulsion of pent up inner tension. despite not sending anything else, the rest of my session went with the highest psyche ive felt in a long time. purely euphoric. first video is a new V6 benchmark titled Bony Hawk Prosk8r ✅