Some random updates about my life currently:⁣ ⁣ - I find it really hard to look at myself in the eyes. I think I am like scared my shadow is going to do something????⁣ ⁣ - I am going away from the FODMAP lifestyle (thank god) and focussing on just a strictly celiac lifestyle ( like as strict as can be) and see if my gut heals. ⁣ ⁣ - I keep getting pimples inside my nose and it’s fcking brutal. ⁣ ⁣ - I am feeling shame for being home in the evenings, instead of going out, but I am starting to realize that an evening in is what makes me the most happy. And I shouldn’t make myself feel bad about it.⁣ ⁣ - I went off birth control cuz fck that.⁣ - My guitar is collecting dust and I feel bad for him.⁣ ⁣ - I have about 7 projects in my head that I want to pursue and I get so scared when I start thinking of the next steps.⁣ ⁣ - I am getting better at making sure I have snacks with me at all times :)⁣ ⁣ - I can’t stop anxiously picking at my nails.⁣ ⁣ - I am really getting better at not making purchases on a whim.⁣ ⁣ - I tried this Guarana Seed thingy to see if its a better alternative to coffee. ⁣ ⁣ - I had a meltdown not long after.⁣ ⁣ - The other day I went out in public, after 3 days of mostly being inside, and my body was so on edge just walking down the street, being seen by people. It was the weirdest thing!⁣ ⁣ - I met my best friend’s new puppy! His name is Freddie.⁣ ⁣ - I am still confused why all these men came into my DM’s about golf when all I was talking about was the skirt.⁣ ⁣ - I watched the first season of The Empress and I am obsessed!⁣ ⁣ - That Formula 1 race made my soul die a little. ⁣ ⁣ - The fact that I am living harmoniously (mostly) with my OCD is still shocking to me.⁣ ⁣ - I am ready for halloween candy.⁣ ⁣#fyp #selflove #wellnesstips #anxietydisorder #ocd #allbodiesaregoodbodies #bodyneutrality #bodyacceptance #midsize #vancouverinfluencer @parade #paradefriends