Today is your 30th birthday Jewels 🎈I’ve never loved someone so much. To anyone who has ever experienced traumatic loss you know those feelings never change or go away, but they get smaller over time and become easier to swallow when you have to. You lit this world on fire and made it brighter for all of us, I want to think that’s what’s happening wherever you are now. I talk about you to everyone to this day - friends, strangers, people I’ve just met. It’s how I keep you alive. I would do anything to hear you again, there’s so many questions I have to ask you. My life is changing a lot as it does and you always knew the right things to say. I could go on and on, but just know even when it’s not your birthday I’m always thinking about you. Fuck I mean a mix of that stupid Tom’s Diner song came on at the gay bar and I literally lost my shit on the dance floor lmao. I love you honey, see you in my dreams ❤️‍🔥 p.s. sorry for using these pictures again but it’s the last ones we took together over quarantine and they always take me back to that night with @pinmeupladylux