hi. i took these self portraits yesterday, and i couldn’t believe how i looked ?? i’ve kinda been avoiding absorbing myself this year i think. and i guess it’s the angle or the light or my hair but i felt euphoria from looking at a simple digital which never ever happens. especially pre-touch ups. they’re completely unedited 🥺 just me. a switch went off when i was going through them like oh....? i look close to how i ultimately want to look and have been striving for my entire life which is insane ? granted it’s not my whole body bc that’s a whole other beast but still. these photos make me feel ok being perceived !!! bc i usually block out the fact that i am being perceived !! even though i know IRL is very different but i like to trick my brain lolol. my goal is always to look as much like a boy as possible without taking T and like ???? these are honestly that for me, pretty much. a transformer!! i know they’re so simple and boring and nothing special, purely posting just to record for myself as proof. bc on g*d i have never gotten serotonin or euphoria from a photo of me lol. i look like my brothers fr and that is crazy. perceive away 😌 it was also non-binary ppls day yesterday, and a happy day it most certainly was 🏳️‍⚧️🤝 transformation if you will... a new era me thinks.... leo szn pending 💘 i hope all trans non-binary ppl had a perfect day yesterday and this week and month and forever, and are also finding new ways to love themselves every day. i love you endlessly and i’m so proud of you. #nonbinaryday #nonbinarypeoplesday #enby #nonbinaryawarenessweek #internationalnonbinaryday #trans #transmasc #transisbeautiful #transgender #transpride #genderneutral #agender #nonbinary #nonbinarypride