Yesterday. Being unable to sleep at all in the sveltering heat. Calling the standard at 7 in the morning after a sleepless panic night asking when the earliest they would have a room available. Come now they said - someone didnt show up last night. Checked in. Slept in a cool room in crisp sheets on a bed of clouds. Felt like the luckiest person alive. Outside it got as hot as 40 degrees. In london. And when I think of the bigger picture I have vertigo and my heart breaks for what we have done to 🌎. Tried to go for a walk at 6 in the evening and it was like stepping into an oven. Sat in the bar instead. And it all feels like a strange dream. Made drawings.