From an early age I would manipulate myself and others to justify my own selfish desires. I’d allow myself to be bound in cycles that I couldn’t seem to find a way out of while using my pain as a reason to dive deeper into unhealthy behaviors. As I grew up I became conscious of what I was doing which lead me to not being able to love myself or anyone else. I imprisoned myself in my thinking through the belief that I was unworthy of love because of all my mistakes and unable to change because of how many I had made. All of these lies led me to live in fear. Knowing now through experience that it has always been me against myself I’m able to give and receive love and awaken to the perfect creation that God always intended me to be. This has only been possible because doc prescribed me the best medication.. It’s called holding myself accountable, ima try that ✌️ ‘Self Talk’ is out now on @deserthearts Link in bio✨ #selftalk #liveinthemoment #growth #life #encouragment #accountability #peace #love #unity #family #housemusic #deadspace #deserthearts #techno #spotify #beatport