It took me a long time to find the courage to move to LA and chase my dreams. It took crying myself to sleep thinking I was a monster because I wasn’t blonde hair and blue eyed. It took years of abuse and struggling with my mental illness. And it took moving to LA and full send chasing my dreams to make me realize I am IMPORTANT. And that all of my pain in my short time here means something. Gaga was actually the nicest person, she was kind and greeted me with a hug. She told us we were picked for a reason, and not to forget we were in this room. She picked a non binary, queer, short, chubby, mixed raced person to not only showcase her new product, (shade 350 👀 ) but to be one of ONLY EIGHT models chosen to lead this campaign. I’m going to be in Sephora stores wherever they have Haus Labs. I’ve hated myself for so fucking long. I’m so proud of myself. I DESERVE THIS. Big things have happened in the few months I’ve been here, and I can’t wait to push myself even further. I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be, I’ve found a soulmate in my career, and myself. Currently crying. @hauslabs @ladygaga