For years, I used to have a post-it note on my computer that said “You’re going to die.” After a particularly oh-fuck-this-is-bad depressive episode, I changed it to: “You’re going to live.” Because our impending & inevitable return to stardust isn’t what scares the shit out of me. (Death actually seems like a pretty cool promise of seeing my sister again.) Continuing an existence where my Big Dumb Brain is constantly living in a past/future/anxiety-fueled-spiral does. We get one epic joyride on this celestial convertible, one spin of the cosmic bowling ball careening through space-time... & all I’m doing with it is WORRYING? Overthinking? Trying to ✨control✨? What. No. This song is just for me. Because I’ve never felt more alive/present/hopeful than when I was 19 & driving into Los Angeles with nothing more than trauma & a dream, baby. This song is a reminder that when the edges get sharper, when the skin gets too thick, & when the armor’s been piled on for days, weeks, years - It’s time to roll down the window lean out into the wind & feel the sunshine ✨ track co-written with @michellemacedom produced by @popetc ✨ single art photography @saffelsphotography makeup @catcalico wardrobe @jennernugen animation @megan10yes