🐠🐱Squid Reality checks vs good stuff ⁣(cn: food pic)⁣ ⁣⁣ 😯 REALITY CHECKS⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I hate where I live. I’ve hated it for years. I grew up here. REALLY WANT TO MOVE to the 🌊. But I can’t leave until I first find my mum a ground floor flat in t0ryville, with a private garden for her dog, close to the tube & shops?! Feels impossible... like I’m stuck in a lonely limbo. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ Sad about struggles of friends & those in conflict zones. For example with helping one friend in particular - despite months of effort we’re still against the big systemic ableist obstacles. This is an especially hard month for them. 🍵 PayPal link in my bio if you wanna donate them a hot drink. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ No one will want to know... 😬 but AHFT was a money loss. I invested my own money & I gained so much it was definitely worth it. But I need some squids especially if I want to move someday. 🫠Still, I also had a drop in students this year. I did have various offers of new, young/ unsuitable piano students but I’d really love a cooperative left-wing adult student! 🤓🎹✨ I’d also like to start making & selling quirky t shirts & merch again! 🤗 WATCH THIS SPACE 🛍🎁👀 Meanwhile I’m selling poetry zines 📚 (link in bio). ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ ❤️ THERE IS SOME GOOD STUFF ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ I LOVE the space at theatre deli 🪅and I’ve signed up there so I can go and be somewhere creative. And stare into space 😝 in the physical proximity of other creative people. ⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ 🤣 STAND-UP is a useful way to communicate for socially awkward me. And it’s enjoyable, quite accessible to research & leads to interesting conversations with people. I am still making music but this is... a survival skill?!⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ 🍝 I MAKE A MEAN SPAG BOL. It was plant based mince but get this, SquidMum actually thought it was meat! 😅 didn’t even put any herbs in it...! Shall I open a cafe? 😂⁣😋🥄⁣ ⁣⁣ ____⁣⁣ ⁣⁣ #QueerAsian #dump #helloItsMe #lgbtiqa #realitycheck #goodstuff #besea #trans #nonbinary #neurodivergent #creative