This was the projection of me fearing my greatest power. Now at age 40 i am living in my full power. My beliefs matched my unmanaged trauma. My beliefs matched what lens I had worn for 36 years that saw the world as dark and corrupt rather than beautiful and magical. My projection was a direct reflection of my fear of my greatest power...motherhood. I feared that power so much that I wanted to avoid any possibility of aligning to the timeline of motherhood. Here I am now, never felt more beautiful than I do now. My body, mind and spirit are the clearest and healthiest they have ever been. I did the work, I evolved my beliefs and I activated that level of power and I fucking did it, I aligned to the timeline and with such ease. I have a chapter in my book of this. “Unweaving the Web of Trauma” it’s in my bio 🔗 When I gave my shadow a voice I began viewing the world through a much more beautiful lens. If there’s something you feel very strongly about, that’s something that needs to be looked at. It carries information. Our dark corners are full of dimmed lights. #pregnancybody #pregnantandlovingit #pregnancyupdates