Touch of the tism? Very probably but I soo wish for a yes or no.. (which is probably again quite tistic, both the vehemence of the urge and the persistence of it) but for other ppl things are probably worse because it depends so much on whether you #tism is loud or your #adhd or you #trauma or other issues (like in my case the #dyslexia which is significantly louder with numbers btw) I totally know where I "lost" points and its where my adhd has stepped in loudly. #selfdiagnosedautism