I am doubling down. Starting tomorrow l’m auditioning again. Going out there again because I’ve lost the joy in most of my life and my work. No love is sustaining me so I am going to go out and fight for it. Maybe this is my last ditch effort, but I am going enjoy every single audition. I have become a shell of myself and I need to pursue some love so I can find the strength to get out. Hell, maybe even the money I need to be able to physically leave. #theatrekid #musicaltheatre #actor #theatre #audition #acting #professionalactor #broadway #westend #professionaldancer #dancer #theatretiktok #imstillhere #messytok #dramatiktok #divorce #separation