19.01.2016 - In memory of my best friend mama 👼 Six years since you transitioned into another world. These six years have slowly taught me to find you in this other world. A world that is embedded in the beauty around us, in the soft blowing wind, the whispering of the leaves, the sunrays warming up my skin, in the fragrance of all the flowers that we both adore, in my inner voice that is filled with your wisdom and our mutual intuition, recognising you in my own face and being, in the memories that are ingrained in me so deeply that I often find myself nipping off to relive them briefly, being pulled back to the emptiness without you. Yet my future adventures will be filled with you all around me, not in your physical self, but learning to accept you as this magical and invisible guiding presence. Slowly my heart is opening and learning to accept the pain of the void that has been carved so deeply into my being, often leaving me in true wonderment of how to get through this, knowing it will never dwindle but it is about learning to slowly fill it with a deep appreciation for this wonderful life that we have been gifted ✨ #mama #grief 🌝🌞