TURNED ON A DIME TUE On 11/1 10yrs ago my Mother died. Today marks a decade since she's been🌬gone💨but🕊near! 2mos later on 1/11 at Lincoln Center, 6wks after her death I had to begin creation and producing of my first public performance. Working through the devastation of her loss not too long after the passing of my father and accidental shooting of my brother, I learned 10yrs ago having to do it on my own I could meet the struggles of: pain, disappointment/abandonment/heartbreak/distrust/betrayal/usury backbiting/loneliness and any insincerity with great dignity and grace. To know what you know, not showboat who you are but work quietly and steadily was my way over this time. In me Ive known is 1 of the best of my generation. I didnt understand however the way all the "social media" platforms that came into existence really functioned, even more what they were about. All seemed at first to be about look at me, what Im eating and where I am. Admittedly, I enjoyed peeks in on many of you. You've all been some beautiful places and all the food looked to die for. How I wanted to engage literally took this last decade to critically look at, analyze and ponder. I think linearly and often speak laterally, few can keep up with that. Im one whom if everyone is singing from the same hymnal, Im typically the dissenting/questioning voice, that too often feels tiresome. WHY MORE QUESTIONS? I always think b/c its what leads to_DISCOVERY! With the close of this last decade, my research is done!! All my experiments are complete!!! Every bit of info needing to be gathered has been compiled and cataloged, so I'll be even more earnestly communicating to you who I truly am. As well what I truly do and will soon equally be sharing so as to connect better w/you. For now, enjoy whats up-&-out. Its all about to be shutdown, overhauled and repackaged to blow your minds! As I 🌬say💨Aloha🕊_Working on composing this new arrangement here for Sometimes I Feel Like A Motherless Child (part of my A+ Project Bach•WORKS•Ballet) soon coming. For once Im excited about all thats to be left behind and the way Im about to set the world on🔥_Abdullatif~ #motherhood #rebirth #livingmybest