:: Interrupting my Hair Posts to share something Personal :: Today, marks 2 months since we lost our Angel Baby I took this photo after I found out I was pregnant with my 2nd. I was planning to send it to my friends and family after my first trimester but that day never came. My pregnancy ended in miscarriage on Friday night, June 24th at 9wks. Our son/daughter has passed away, but they will always be a treasure in our hearts. Since I didn’t announce my pregnancy, I didn’t have to share the devastating news. I remained silent and didn’t want to burden anyone with my pain. This was my first miscarriage so it was so hard for me to process what has happened. The experience is traumatic and very painful. Nothing and no one can say to make me feel better. I was physically and mentally hurting. You won’t know this pain unless you’ve gone through it and I’m so sorry if you have. I didn’t realize how common it was until I joined a MC support group (which has helped me so much with navigating my emotions). As common as it is, it’s not spoken much about. I didn’t plan to share or tell anyone. When people ask “when are you going to have a 2nd?” or comment “you need to give him a sibling so he’s not alone” brings me pain because they don’t know that I had just lost a baby. I realize I need to stop hiding and masking my pain. I need to be open with what I’m going through so people can be sensitive with the topic. I don’t know if we will have another, I want to focus on getting better first. I’m very grateful for my Husband and my Son. We are staying Positive, Healing, and Grieving. I’m not asking for you to feel Sorry for me. I want to share my story and I welcome your positive vibes. If you have a story to share, I would love to hear it. Please Be Kind #miscarriage #ttc #angelbaby #miscarriageawareness #pregnancyloss