Today Daniel would've turned 45 years old! Never in a million years would I imagine that we would be celebrating my brother's life at the cemetery year after year. All these years later, it still doesn't make sense. Oh how I wish things were different. I wish I seen my brother get married. I wish I seen my brother have kids. I wish I would be growing old with my brother, the way it's supposed to be. I wish, I wish, I wish! So many things about grief that hurt, but I think the life that could've been, the things you didn't get to experience, is what hurts so much. 💔 Still in the day after watching so many home videos, I find myself grateful for the life, and the time that we did have together. Today we sat as a family, and watched the Diaz Family tradition of the annual push up contest. We laughed and relived the good old days.(The crazy thing about the good old days, is that you don't know you are living them, until it is a memory you wish you could live again.) But the conclusion stays the same year after year, we were the ones that were blessed to have him! I was the one that was blessed to have such an amazing brother. The kind of brother that made everything fun, that made you laugh until you cried, the kind that always called to check on you, and the kind that seemed to always find the time to be there for you. We had the best! We had him for 33 years, and it just wasn't enough time. I love you bro, I miss you like crazy. Not a single day goes by where I don't think about what life would be like if you were still here. I hope we are making you proud. A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU 🎂💙 #DanielDiaz #livelikethat