Hey Christy (@christygilesx ) 🕊 I thought I’d say hi to you again, keep bothering you, see what you were up to on the other side. You’re probably thriving wherever that is, that’s just what your energy in the universe always will be. I think about you a lot. I mean, we all do, really. Sometimes, I even get mad at myself for not thinking about you often enough. An example? Um okay, so you know those friendships in the past, like the ones we all thought would last forever? But then some don’t. And the years go by, suddenly it’s like we’re all in different places in our lives, and when I randomly think about those times, it’s like they don’t mean as much anymore? Time sucks like that. So I just don’t want my memories of you to be feel like that. I don’t want any of us to forget any stories of you, even as the rest of us grows older. Oh! I stopped by your home by the ocean, and said hi to Jan (@jancilliers) and the kitties. Yes, he’s healing. He’s fighting for you everyday, which inspires us. I mean you’re a living spirit, I’m sure you know all this. Yes, of course, we’re all always going to be there for Jan. That’s not a question. I think I actually text him way too much recently, asking how he’s doing. Then I realized, I was projecting a question much more for myself. I wasn’t actually okay. I didn’t know how to mourn. Maybe I’m lucky. Maybe it only hurts less from here. Yeah, Christy, I know you’re still here. But visiting your home, not getting a hug from you, doing our bi-annual photo shoots, and hearing you share with us new jaw dropping stories with your hypnotizing theatrics, was silently tough. I miss you Christy. “Some days are better than others”, is what Jan says to me. They are kinda, like the ocean waves. Some days are a raging unrelenting storm where you just want to hide inside, and others are calm, with a sunset you didn’t expect, wishing the day could continue forever. And as much as I don’t really want to talk about it, I and everyone else sometimes still wake up, hoping it was a still a dream. But that just says you still mean so much to all of us. Thanks for listening, and staying with me, Christy. I’ll say hello again to you soon. Love ya. ❤️