It’s been a week. I still don’t have the my thoughts together. I still can’t find the words to articulate the journey. To explain the feeling behind what we created. What we accomplished. Together. For years I’ve been chasing a feeling that I felt like I lost. Like I was disconnected from. The feeling of being a vessel for something bigger than me. Channeling. Reckless abandon. Complete freedom. Haven’t truly felt it in over 10 years. I’ve been in my own way. Worrying about peoples opinions. Trying to edit and listen to yourself takes you out of any moment. You become a block. A knot in the thread between you and them. It may have taken me almost the entire run to find it. But I found it. A new foundation to play on. I will miss every single human involved in this iteration of our show. Thank you @rachel.chavkin @fakemattgould @carsonkreitzer @rajafeatherkelly @cwicksdepinto @remykurs @lajollaplayhouse Thank you to every single artist who helped inspire me, who lifted me up, and shared such a beautiful safe space with me on that stage. I’m forever humbled by the talent and artistry in this cast. I don’t know what the future holds, but my heart is full and at peace. Take the leap. Trust the timing. Trust the process. Do the work. Until next time, Tamara. “This can’t be the end.....” @lempickamusical