I'm tired. I'm so tired. I feel like in the last 4-5 years it's been nothing but pain. Yeah I have overcome a LOT... But it's constantly three steps back one step forward. I will never feel my daughter love me the way she does her mother, and it hurts. She doesn't deserve to not have BOTH her parents who love her in her life. The system is corrupt and weaponizes children for profit. Lawyer straight up lied to me. Gave up. I was screwed and have been screwed so many times with 0 reprocussions to my ex about her false claims she got got lying with. I'm just so exhausted. I'm fighting a losing battle and all I hear is "it will get better" or "be strong" and nobody who could change anything listened. Nobody fought for me. Nobody cared. Its so defeating and this is the most unloved. Uncared for. Forgotten. And bear up I've ever felt in my life. But I can't just give up on my child because she deserves more and I love her endlessly. I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Everything is a joke at this point. #childcustody #custody #parenting #singleparent