“In a way, Force the Hand of Chance, was the first time I was in control of everything that happened to the record. That was the beginning of making music that I had heard in my head since I was a young teen. I remember very distinctly when we were playing back “Just Drifting”...crying with laughter, imagining the dark, serious faces frowning and then becoming outraged that we’d betrayed the industrial aesthetic...That was a real revelation...You’re saying to people ‘No matter what you expect or think is next, I am going to confound that.’” -Nonbinary: A Memoir, p.257-258 #genesisporridge #nonbinary #throbbinggristle #psychictv #ptv #topy #topi