He pushed me I fell and he just beating me up .. it was so painful and the most embarrassing... No one stood up for me NO-ONE That moment I was alone again... 👇🏼 Part 3 Read my story under #storyanastasia No I didn’t call the police.I run away and got home crying and heartbroken . I was in bed for days . I didn’t even want to do make up. We are all losing inspiration when life breaks our hearts I thought : What’s the purpose of my life ? Again fighting for love like I did in my childhood? Millions of thoughts , fears and so much hurt . Then I understood people who hurt us they’re only doing it out of their own fears . They have their own trauma . Morning. Doorbell. My boyfriend came back after a couple of days. Yes he came back with flowers he said he really regrets this happened .. He said he couldn’t control his jealousy, and he just lost control. Because in his childhood he never got attention from his mum , she never loved him , never chose him she had a lot of different lovers and never cared about her own son . That’s why that night he was so jealous because he thought I might choose someone else not him. Stupid fears ... but we all have them .. we all have our fears .. I forgave him . I loved him and wanted to understand. And I forgave him because I had my own fear - fear that Im never gonna be loved again .. And I chose - to betray myself I chose to loose my pride . Oh how I was wrong this was a big mistake 😓 We started living together and I found out I was pregnant... Shock .. We didn’t plan a baby , just happened, but I was so happy .. And again one evening Arthur doing same thing, his aggression happened again . And his words cut me like a knife 🔪 he saying : -Anastasia are you sure it’s my baby -Arthur you are crazy ? YOU ARE CRAZY ! We are having massive fight ! Scream ! He beat me up again , and I’m loosing the baby ... 😭😭😭 He became so numb and I don’t understand why did I deserve all this ! I remember that moment blurry I was in the hospital . No one knew . I was so afraid to tell my friends or mum . I was so young and didn’t have enough strength to ask for help from anyone .