08/13/23 💟 a year ago today i made the best decision i have ever made.... This year i’ve had growth, setbacks, doubts, fears but most importantly i’ve had God. Walking with God is definitely not for the weak but it is definitely one of the most rewarding things. God has taught me a lot this year. The Joy that the Lord provides for the ones that obeys and follows him is crazy, i’ve never felt more grateful and happy to just be breathing and living. I don’t always remember to thank God for the prayers he has answered because i’m so caught up in the prayers i have now but, looking back God has done more than enough for me and he still continues to bless me and we just need to take a minute before asking God for anything else and reflect on everything he has given you and done for you. He loves me/you enough to give us a life we don’t deserve. He chose me and You to be on this earth at this time, he knew we could handle it. God will give you more than you can handle sometimes to show you that you just need to give it to him, and the holy spirit will convict you when you do wrong. All of my failures and accomplishments are through Jesus’ name and I definitely don’t thank him enough for everything he has done for me. A big part of my walk with God has been w my brothers and sisters in Christ that i have met and my family. He led me to a community of people that are willing to support me and lift me up everyday. It is so important to have this kind of support and love because you cannot walk this walk alone. i don’t always seek God first and there are nights were all i ask myself over and over again is “are you doing enough, are you even going to make it into heaven, is your faith and relationship strong enough?” My biggest thing to tell you is TRUST GOD and FOLLOW HIM WITH YOUR EVERYTHING, it IS hard and your gonna be discouraged but God is better and higher than every temporary thing in this world and i know that i would rather spend an ETERNITY in heaven than get an ETERNITY in hell for following the world instead of SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME MORE THAN THE WORLD EVER COULD and i am so sorry if someone ever misinterpreted Jesus to you.