Started the year catching covid and feeling pretty down. I have all these great plans for so many parts of my beautiful life and in a weird way Im glad its started so turbulent. Im dedicating this year to learning to let go and enjoying this air of unknown. i truly believe we can manifest our relaities and maybe thats delusion but im choosing to feed that wide eyed girl because leaning into the fearful reactive side of myself doesnt make the hard parts of life easier it just makes them feel that much more lonely. i always make it through so what am i so afraid of? #fypシ