This sound 🥺 I can not stress this enough. You just got to do it. You've gotta stop making life choices based off of what people might think about you. When you start getting uncomfortable on PURPOSE, so that you can grow and learn new things and find your most authentic self, you will stop having time to even CARE what people think. I moved across the world when I was 18 and didn't know a thing about what I was getting myself into. I got married when I was 20; I know everyone thought I was crazy, but it was just what I wanted! I've spoken publicly about how my whole belief system has shifted and it's not been easy. I've made a podcast that literally focuses on topics that a lot of people are too scared to talk about (ex. All About Masturbation)!! I've shared openly about my mental health, medication, therapy and everything else. I've had millions of people listen to me talk about my views on the patriarchy on Tiktok. I've made Youtube videos about makeup, birth control, fashion hauls, even videos of me singing (most of which are private now so don't go looking) 😂! I can not stress enough how important it is to just PUT YOURSELF OUT THERE! You'll figure it out and it'll be so much fun. What's the worst that's gonna happen?