My last post was deleted • I’m on the verge of being deleted from instagram for the 9th time • it was a saga of a performance tonight and I really shouldn’t have read the comments on all the press posts and all the death threats / slurs in my dm’s before going on stage•it really changed my heart• I cried as usual because I’m emotional but also because so much more work has to be done• these same people commenting on the press posts about the work, sending death threats through DM and spitting on the sculpture are the same people who look at me like a disgusting abomination on the street• TW rape and violence in the second slide• I’m happy to have performed this 5 and a half hour saga• I just wish the world was different• I won’t change myself in any way to conform to society • but even a warrior wants a day off• I cried receiving a sweet video from Qween Jean and a voice message from Elliott• there’s such a long way to go but I can’t let the hate overshadow the pure love that touches my soul• I know a lot of transphobic people follow me now and I might get deleted again• if so friends and fam I love • it was nice sharing my expression with you on here • I don’t know if I’ll be back if that happens• I gave it my all this week• I’m trying to be less fragile• one day at a time • sending love from a soul that feels like it was suppose to exist in some other dimension • I don’t pray but I pray for change