Manic Depression Dream Girl. as of today, i’ve been undergoing inpatient psychiatric treatment for three fuckin’ weeks! to celebrate, i decided to try portraying the ups & downs of my time at the mental health clinic thus far. most days i am just trying to find ways to fill my time after therapy’s over. occasionally, i read. (s/o to @ramona.roemer for lending me this amazing book) often i feed the ducks. recently, @txni_x lent me a ukulele and i’ve been playing nonstop. it brings me so much calmness and i’ve learned so many new songs this past week - it’s insane. my heart is still in a million fucking pieces, just so we’re clear. i’m having to dig through all the shit i’ve been burying myself in since childhood & it’s a lot. and i’m making progress!!! i‘m almost four weeks sober & actually not absolutely hating it. i can comfortably set boundaries (kind of). i’ve woven two baskets! moral of the story, i’m so fucking glad i came here. alsoooo big thanks to @k.ittii for the picnic blanket ✨