There was still so much he wanted to do. I don't usually take grief to the internet, but DH had such a desire to share himself, his showmanship, and his story. To be seen and heard. Life seemed to stretch out before him as we workshopped his autobiography 'Dreadnaught', hoping to adapt it for screen. Forever humbled and grateful to have sung so many songs in the car, to find another actor friend right when I really needed one. Nobody's smile was more luminous, nobody more vibrant, nobody more excited to do a 'kiss' scene for acting class, screaming and hooting during rehearsals by Echo Park lake. He cared so much for people, he cried when I told him that Cali and I were having a baby. This is a massive loss to so many people, for so many reasons.