woke up and suddenly I was 34. many things have changed this year but still trying to be the same person I am. still having flaws along with the stress to make everyone happy under my limited circumstances and trying not to make these limitations look like an excuse. still saying sorry to people who gaslight me. still having trouble seeing the red flags. still trying to avoid the hardness of being an immigrant and not to show this and give burden to people around me. BUT still having fun, and enjoying my journey. still trying to be a good, kind, and thoughtful person and a friend as much as I can. still trying to stay in the moment and not waste my time by judging the future with the past. missing my family and my people back home who still support me all along the way for three years. love you all if I don’t say this enough. hugeee thank you to the sweetest and most generous people in my life and embracing me not to make me feel like an outsider in their country lastly, if you read this far, please blame the retrograde, it made me do it lol.